I saw you walk into church tonight, I was driving by & you looked dead at my car. I wanted to continue going to church, but I only liked your church..but now I can't even go there anymore. I still don't have the will power to see/talk to you. You hurt me, too bad. You had my heart in the palm of your hand & the day you left me, was the day you stomped my heart into the dirt. I appreciate it, really. You really just piss me off now. Like, the things you do...really get under my skin, but at the same time I wish you were still mine. I'm dating my best friend, but you're still on my mind..I don't get it. I don't get what it is about you that makes me want you that bad. Truth is, I still need you. I still want you & I would do whatever I could to have you back again. I still think about you often, but that's all I can do. I heard you put MY song on the new cd, thanks. I hope every time you listen to it, or someone talks to you about it..it kills you inside. I honestly do, no sarcasm at all. & I'm also glad that your wrote a song about our break up, that was real nice, too. I was finally happy again & you knew that, why'd you have to go & kill my happiness? I haven't been the same since you left me. I'm COMPLETELY out of control.
I hope you're ecstatic.
"See you then"
Brooke.
Brooke.
