I was never good enough, was i?

I hope you read this..

Today was Valentine's day...I was alone, again. For the second year in a row..
I'm apparently not good enough for you, or anyone else.
I actually truly loved you. You were my first real love.. I thought I loved Stephen, but now that I think about it..I never loved him, I just loved the fact of having a boyfriend. You, on the other hand, I really loved you. You made me happy, you were my happiness. Something still tells me that you're the one that I'll be with you again..but then there's people & other gut feelings that tell me, you're not coming back. Just because you're going to be away, doesn't mean we can't still be together. We could have a Dear John relationship..well, minus a small part. But that's besides the point. We could make this work, if we really wanted it to. I want it to work out, I want to be with you. I would do ANYTHING to be with you, again.. I just don't know what to do anymore..I'm tired of not feeling good enough, I'm tired of being alone..I want to be with you. Desperately... I wish I could tell you all of this, or someone could tell you all of this..just to get it through your head..


I will always love you.

"See you then",
Brooke